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ALL IN A DAYS WORK

.Although I can't see how he would get out of paying at this point, he has been cocky enough to get out of it up til now.  All I know is that I am going after him (his $$$) with a vengence. 

I could really use that 4k right now.  In a way it's exciting to see this happen and unfold.  Kind of like doing my job but this time, soley for myself.

So now I'm getting a little out of sorts, so to speak.  I have laid the bait for the things I want to happen right now, but I haven't caught anything yet and it's making me nervous.  Even though it, technically, hasn't been long enough to start officially worring yet, I do. 

Jon.......the feeling is overwhelming.  I love him.  I am unable to fully give love.  I want to be with him always.  I crave to be alone and hide.  I see a future with him, which includes everything I have ever dreamed of having with somebody.  I can't imagine having a future at all.  I am my truest self with him.  I never feel normal, it's all an exhausting act.
My job for today is to go to the local sherrif's station and present my writ of execution on the judgement I was awarded.  The long process may actually pay off soon.  The jerk who stiffed me at the wrong time is going to see that I am not paid top dollar for what I do for nothing. 

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