I put everything that I could, at this point of my life. If it doesn't go my way then I will realize that I am not ready to take on that position. I feel that I am and I want it so bad I can taste it, but It is now out of my hands. All the signs have been pointing to my getting this job so I can finally start my career. I just don't know. I couldn't read the situation. There are so many variables involved in the process. I know I bombed on a question or two and I should've added some info at the end, but choked and didn't. Still, as far as I know, there is hope. Now I just need to figure out a way to remember the interviewer's names to send the thank you notes, I forgot to write them down and that is a, must-do-step!
I guess after all is said and done I did come away from this experience with some great things. My confidence increased by 100%. I collected a settlement on my judgement. I know, for a fact, I could've collected the full amount, but I needed the money now. The main point is that I collected on it, myself with no help. I also got as far as an interview with the county and that is a BIG accomplishment in itself. I have a goal and I went for it with everything I could. I took my shot for all it was worth. I didn't back down. I am proud of myself. Now I need to keep the faith and wait for the decision which will give me an idea of which direction my life will go in.
If all of that wasn't good enough, my bf found learned how to do something really nice with his mouth. It doesn't get better than this.
- Current Location:room
- Current Mood: drained
Ok, Ok, Ok! OMG!!! I am so close. I got "the call" last night. My resume scored high enough for me to get a call back from the county! I will have an interview for the job of my dreams. They are sending me the date and time. I, for sure, got a spot for one. I still can't quite believe it. I am so nervous. I cannot blow it. That is just not an option. Interviewing has never been one of my strengths, but this is off the hook scary. There will be a "panel." The senior analyst for hr in that department e-mailed me interview tips, etc. I will be studying like crazy. I have about a week to prepare. Like I said, not getting this job is not an option. This is what I've worked 10 years for. God, the presure. I need to buy a suit and get my hair done. Don't have the $$$$. I have been in contact with the asshole who I have the judgement against, and he wants to settle. He is still the biggest jerk off alive. I agreed to settle for $2600 but he hasn't called back on that and now I really need that $$ more than ever. If I don't hear from him by today, I can pretty much expect to have to wait much longer to get the money he owes me and I will also have to try and figure out how I am going to fund my "get ready for one of the biggest days of my life" cause. I have so much nervous energy that I do believe the laundry will get done today :) I so hope that asshole calls me today. I think I'll go and walk a mile or so to work up a good sweat and get some endorphins flowing.
- Current Mood: hopeful
- Current Music:Won't Back Down-Tom Petty
- Current Mood: contemplative
- Current Music:Gravity
- Current Mood: anxious